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Poll #1472123 in need of new lj name and i suck at them, help me choose the less suckiest
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Mirror, mirror on the wall, which LJ sucks the least of all?

IDK. I might go with the first. I have Cage the Elephant in my head

For months, I've been wanting a new LJ name... but never find myself the time to ... sign onto LJ to do so in the first place. SINCE I HAVE ALL DAY. I just might make one. To what, hell if I know, lawl.

I FORGOT TO ACTUALLY, IDK, TALK.

So, my car is almost done. Motor is in, but dad hasn't done anything to it in 3 weeks. I don't even know if it starts. BUT IF IT DOES, it should be done in a week or two.

I still work at Subway. Getting a raise soon, yay. I'll also be going to UNM VC this spring~. Good stuuuff. I'll have a comp FOR SURE by then. Maybe even by next month.

I have a gamefly account, so I'm playing all sorts of things. TWEWY was wonderful. SO WAS BATMAN ASYLUM, MY GOD. I bought the new KH on DS.

I've been wonderful, just missing friends. Life is pretty smoothe.

I never thought I'd be told, "SMILE! You're not Amanda if you don't~".
They've been plastered to my face lately.

Hi, everyone~.

Seems like everytime I find a time to post, a few days later people unadd me. AH, I am losing my favorite people to come back to. Getting a laptop is a long process for me. Woe, I can't afford shit.

I miss interaction. There's only so much "friends-at-work" I can take.

I managed to get online at home. SO. WHAT'S NEW?!

Not much with me. I'm still managing to hang tight with my job at Subway. It goes well. Boss says he's going to give me another raise in a couple of weeks. Sweet goodness is nice.

Guys, my driver's license finally came in the mail and it looks horrible. LOL, but it's typical. I have a feeling it's what my mugshot would look like.

Oh my, talk to me, guys, before my luck runs out.

Hey, guys! So much to update, the little time i have now is just not enough.
I drive now, so I'll be going to the library weekly soon. SEE YOU ALL AROUND SOOOOON<3

Hey, all! I found a computer to sneak on real fast. Siiigh! Still no laptop buyin' for me, but hopefully by August!

Not much is new. If I'm not working, if I'm not working I'm swimming, if not swimming then I'm playing Vesperia or something else... I'm finally getting my driver's test done. I need to start looking for a new car before I can even think of enrolling into CNM. Unless I do online courses until then... because, seriously, I don't make enough for a new car (or used) and the car that's being given to me is still being used because of other car issues being had. SOOON ALL SHALL FALL INTO PLACE /fingercross

I've been doing amazing. I'm not anxiety ridden and I'm rarely depressed anymore, so this is wonderful. I can't wait to be back, too. I miss you all.

BYE ALL<3333333

'sup?

Life is good on my side. Work has been normal and home life isn't so stressful, but has its moments.

My new 18 year old coworker has a crush on me or something. He told someone else all, "if I didn't already have a kid and a chick, I'd totally be with Amanda." lol, I love how he assumes he would if he didn't. Come on, noooo way. XD.

Laurent is being nicer, so this is good. He's given us free control of the radio, too~.

I bought an xbox 360! I have Tomb Raider Underworld and Bioshock so far. BIOSHOCK IS AMAAAAAZING. I can't wait to get Vesperia.

hsj i miss you all!

Hey, gais~.

I've been doing wonderfully still. My parents drive me a bit insane, but it's been easier to deal with now that I have a variety of people to see.

I've been called in today on my day off (what's new) to open. I'm not going to make it before nine because my mom takes forever to get ready and we only have one working vehicle with us. Sigh! Oh and I work with some new guy Monday. I find this a little hard to adjust to. Just because he's my new coworker for my shifts. I hate not knowing who this person is ahead of time. I'm thinking it might be someone under 20, but I can't be sure.

i am mostly checking in. I'm still afk because part time paychecks are hard to save, wahaha. I love you guys.

I seriously feel like typing, so I'll fill you in on the little pleasures. Like, I bought myself a Wii a few weeks ago. It's such fun with WiiSports. I also have Obsure: The Aftermath, Safe Cracker, And Then There Were None, and Trauma Center. I ... LIKE ANYTHING. But i srsly want the first Trauma Center. I remembered Tei telling me about it. I was unsure, but yes. I fell in teh love.
I want Raving Rabbids, too. IDEK.

But I'm dying for a 360 for some reason. They have sooo many good looking games. Plus, yeah, I rly want to play Vesperia. I'll maaaybe get it this coming paycheck. Also, every damn time I go into a VG aisle or shop, someone always says Bioshock. I finally looked at a review in a gaming magazine and holy shiiit. That litttle girl. I have to play it.

Have you all seen the DSi, too? Sigh, i want that, too.

I want. I want. Good thing i work, lol.... But i am out of characters in my limit, so i shall head off. Btw, finally have fight club dvd :):)

Hey, guys. I am sorry for promising I'd be back and... Not sticking to it. I can't use the computer at home, so. Maybe I'll be able to update more when I get my car running. I'll make weekly visits to the library until I grow a spine or something.

For the most part, I'm happy. I've been doing very well. I still deal with my general depression, but I haven't felt like such a failure lately.

I have so much on my mind. I wish I could type and type, but I can't right now.

Sorry I disappeared. Quick update for those that kept me, I WILL be back soon. Family problems tl;dr :(:( ilu all. I'll update at least once a week, maybe! TY FOR STAYING AROUND.

No work or visitation tonight for me! Le sigh.

Screw my hiatus xD I just won't be around tomorrow or Sunday unless it's later at night. I seriously thought I'd be away from LJ long enough to call it a hiatus but today proves I cannot. Oh well. For the future, if I disappear for a couple of days to a week without word, figure I'm busy. I wouldn't ignore you guys. But. Idk, if this is a problem for anyone, I'm sorry. BUT YEAH, maybe I won't call hiatus anymore.

I have a lot. a lot. a lotttttt. of free time on my hands tonight. I apologize in advance for spam.

/dies of teh boredom

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I hope you guys know I'm here for you when or if you ever need anything♥

SO LIKE, the only worth while thing I have to say is... that I went to Subway. Wait, wait! That's not all. We usually make small talk with this one guy that always works during the times we stumble on in. Today, I found out he's the manager after asking for an application. Anyway, he had just finished hiring, but he told me if I dropped this off by tomorrow, he'll call me when he lets one of his employees go sometime this week. She's not working out and he just needs to catch her doing something, so! I am pretty sure I have a REALLY high chance of getting the job. It'll be 5:00 PM-9:00 PM, but it's something still. Maybe I'll be able to work myself up to full time soon. I just... I'm not fond of the hours because that's when I'm used to spending my time as I please, BUT. Hey, I need money more than anything.

CROSS YOUR FINGERS FOR ME, GUYS. I'm looking forward to this so much. I really need out of my house for a few hours a day, pleeease.

DERP. derp. derp. I am trying so very hard to keep this entry going somehow... for some. reason. fdsj

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